Soloing is a dangerous game. One mistake—one slip-up—and you’re
dead. Most climbers will never solo. Those who do have taken a
very deliberate, intentional step. Once they reach the top of the
wall or get back down to the ground, they can choose to never risk
their life again.
Some of us don’t have that choice. Some of us are always soloing.
One mistake—one slip up— and we’re dead. The wrong door knocked on
to get help after an accident. The wrong woman confronted in the
park about her off-leash dog. The wrong body, the wrong skin
color, to be given a chance to breathe by a police officer who is
supposed to be there to keep us safe.
Black and Brown folks are always soloing. There is no
spring-loaded camming device of privilege to make sure we are safe
when we are pulled over for going 10 over the speed limit. There
is no benefit of the doubt when we are subjected to stop and
frisk. We have to send. We have to be perfect. And sometimes, even
when we do everything right, a hold breaks, and there is another
dead Black or Brown person in the street.
Access Fund’s mission is to keep climbing areas open and protect
the climbing environment. The death of George Floyd, and systemic
racism in our country, specifically anti-Black racism and
oppression, is an access issue. If you do not even feel safe on
the sidewalk out front of your house—if you do not even feel safe
in your own home—how could you possibly feel safe going out to the
crag, let alone pulling a crux way off the deck? Even if the gate
to the crag is open, can someone who feels fear for their life
simply because they’ve stepped outside truly be said to have
access to our climbing areas?
We have a moral and social obligation to address these issues. It
is our responsibility to avidly and wholeheartedly support the
grassroots organizations and individuals that are already leading
this struggle. Organizations active in this work right now, like
Brothers of Climbing, Brown Girls Climb, Flash Foxy,
Homoclimbtastic, and so many more, are leading the charge on
making justice, equity, diversity, and inclusion an everyday and
essential part of climbing. It is our responsibility to do
everything we can to live up to JEDI principles as an
organization, and to advocate for a climbing community—and a
country—where no one is prevented from experiencing the
life-changing world of climbing because of who they are, where
they are from, or what they look like. Right now, that means we
must work to support the Black community in responding to the
terrible acts of racism and violence in this country. To our Black
members, friends, and family: we are with you. This is a problem
we must all show up to address. We recognize we must do more and
want to reassure you we will continue to do our part to educate
our members and followers about these issues.
Every climber knows that solid, steady breathing is key to sending
at your limit. Without a strong foundation of breath, you’re going
to pump out and whip. Breathing is something we can do anytime we
want—for most of us. When the ability to breath becomes an
afterthought, when BIPOC aren’t soloing and Black people aren’t in
danger of their lives every time they go for a run or climb—then,
and only then, will we truly have access for all.
Until that time, Access Fund will remain committed to JEDI
principles, and to supporting the struggle for justice in our
country. Further, we hope that beyond basic safety Black people in
our country can finally experience the freedom, joy, and healing
that they deserve. We invite our members and community to hold us
accountable in growing together and improving Access Fund for all.